My weigh in is tomorrow morning!

Girlies,

So tomorrow my younger sister will weigh me in! We have this bet where if i dont lose at least 2lbs each week for a month I will pay her $20.

I have not given in to binges. I have restricted and drank so much water this past week. Its hard to believe. Today im eating this protien bar which is a treat for me since i love them, putting me at 750 cals today. Eww alot i know but i also made a 100 on my math exam.

Week 2 I look into being super strict about everthing! I have drawn somewhat of a meal plan. I fear that the weightloss will be slower and slower therefore I can not treat myself like I am today.

Yeah! stay strong! and remember summer is coming up! Is that bite worth your beauty? nope.

love,

jasmine

36 hour fast...more weight loss :)))

I didn't blog yesterday, but so far I have been fasting mostly on water and a bit of coffee.

New weight : 134.5lbs

Although yesterday I did chew one small piece of no cal gum because i took an exam and i didnt want to smoke a cig. It has been 36 hours and i feel great. I have not even been tempted by the slightest bit of food and it has been shoved right at me at school by my friends and at home.

I want to continue this fast for 48 hours. I have school this evening and might need to break it inorder to focus and pay attention. Im going to need the energy! OMG.

But im glad that i lost weight. The magic 5lbs are nothing but water weight. That is whats keeping me going...
I know that my sister will weigh me in tomorrow morning and it will be recorded on this paper I have taped to my mirror. I still feel fat. I still feel ugly. I can still feel the fat hang off me.

134lbs is still not acceptable. Its still obese.

How are u girlies doing? Dont let me down...

Love,
jasmine