I didn't blog yesterday, but so far I have been fasting mostly on water and a bit of coffee.
New weight : 134.5lbs
Although yesterday I did chew one small piece of no cal gum because i took an exam and i didnt want to smoke a cig. It has been 36 hours and i feel great. I have not even been tempted by the slightest bit of food and it has been shoved right at me at school by my friends and at home.
I want to continue this fast for 48 hours. I have school this evening and might need to break it inorder to focus and pay attention. Im going to need the energy! OMG.
But im glad that i lost weight. The magic 5lbs are nothing but water weight. That is whats keeping me going...
I know that my sister will weigh me in tomorrow morning and it will be recorded on this paper I have taped to my mirror. I still feel fat. I still feel ugly. I can still feel the fat hang off me.
134lbs is still not acceptable. Its still obese.
How are u girlies doing? Dont let me down...
Love,
jasmine
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