Today, just a beautiful day.
It was all going perfect, i had worked out at the gym. I had an apple and coffee.
Until i hit the schools cafeteria and ordered some chicken tenders with fries.
Oh im ruined. I meant to purge but i had class to attend and well the restrooms there are not the most purge friendly ones.
But i have made this deal with my younger sister who knows about my issues and also weighs 40lbs more than me. I will give her $20 each week if she promises me that she will weigh me and if i dont lose more than 2lbs per week. So its easy money on the table. And all she has to do is weigh me. If i lose more than 2lbs she gets no money.
But as soon as i hit my goal weight i told her i was gonna give her at least 10 or take her to dinner since all she does is eat. She was happy since shes money hungry with a broken down car.
How's that for you MIA? Im breaking free from her vicious cycle. And saying hello to my 120lbs body i used to have 4 months ago. Now im at 140lbs, very very hard to believe. All those fucking binges made me fat and bloated.
Here goes my journey again. This time I will succeed, cause someone is holding me accountable for my weight and theres money to lose if i dont.
Xoxx
jasmine
Chicken tenders and fries isn't ruined. It's not good, but it's not ruined. My (unwanted) advice is to change your mindset and point of view so that you're not tempted to binge if you have a not-perfect day.
ReplyDeleteStay strong hun.
Thanks
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